I, Me and Myself

Of course, we have our own problems in this world and we keen to keep it to ourselves, ashame to reveal it to anyone else, but we have to accept the fact that we cannot keep it too long in ourselves, Why? The longer we keep it, the larger we hold grudge towards one and can blow at any time if we cannot preserve it well. Somehow, we will find someone whom we can entrust to listen to our problems. The result, more or less we would find relieving as we have express it out.

This is why I join PRS in my school, I want to experience the same as the above statement but all i find is a lot of meetings, activities that we have to run it by PRS students only!!, teachers just like a director of a film or less than that position. PRS is suppose to have more activities like self-development program and it involves teachers!!. So far, I've made a few people to experience it and they felt relieved. Sometimes, I'm jealous of them, to see their output. Almost 5 years i've join PRS, i did not experience it, not even once.

I couldn't find someone whom i can entrust them with my problems and not even the teachers in my school. Trust cannot be bought with money. It must come within one's personalities, character, manners and social skills. It's hard to find it these days. I hope that i can obtain it in a few years of time. I hope it's worth the wait. Or maybe i will express it after i have a wife..

UKM Again...

This time, it is a three day-two nights event where all groups were suppose to complete their project and make an actual model or prototype. Discussion on Saturday and building the prototype on Sunday. It is pretty tired because we have to do the coding/programming the device, designing and cost-effective as our government want it to be cheap but effective idea. Other than that, before this event, we've been requested by UKM to present our ideas as the technical department can observe the ideas as well as the items that we are going to use to make our ideas came to life.

And today, Dr. Riza reveal his list of approved ideas and not. We've butterflies in our stomach. Thank god that my group's ideas is approved. All groups that had been approved have to follow their mentors to the respective room to discuss. After the discuss, we have to wait for our turn to meet the technical department for advices and helps. Out turn came up, the designing team help us improve our ideas to patent it in the future. After the discussion, we were served tea and return to our respective dormitories, resting and get ready for tomorrow's activities..

Tomorrow shines, all crystals students had our breakfast and head back to the Science And Technology Faculty again to discuss in groups with our mentors. In the afternoon, nasi beryani is served. After lunch, we continued our discussion till evening. I finished the programming and tested with the module that UKM gave it to us. I'm relief because it WORKS!!! Thankfully, it works and we're dismissed early after the high-tea. I will continue writing, it is not ending here.. Stay tune, and watch for my upcoming posts. Thank you....

Swimming

It has been almost 3 years now i've been a Malaysian Life Saver Swimmer by Life Saving Society Malaysia. I took this program on self-insentive and not by teachers at school. At first, my parents asks me to join the basic swimming lesson during school holidays about 3 years ago.. It was a one week incentive lesson. I'm so excited and thrilled to join the lessons. After receiving the basic lessons and certificate, once again, i joined the life saver lesson on the following school holiday on December 2007. It took about 3 months to train before the actual examiner came to observe my lap time and body reflex. I am so grateful to receive the bronze medallion and the certificate from my coach. Now, i've been thinking whether to further my swimming skills to International Life Saver or not because it requires me to train much more harder to follow the specific requirements that applies in order to pass the examination with flying colours observed by an outside examiner. Huhu...

A Hard Day

I wanted to go to the cinemas with my friends. At first, my friend gathers a group of 5 people to the cinema. 1 by 1 they withdraw themselves from this trip because they claim they did not have transportation from their house to the cinema. From 5 people and now we're left 2 people myself included with my friend. We've promised to meet in front of the cinema box at 11 o'clock. I arrived there at 11 sharp. My friend said that he maybe late because he have to help his mother at her restaurant. Thankfully, my aunt and my fellow cousins are there when they wanted to send me and to fetch another cousin from the school. They all accompanied me through out 2 bloody hours while waiting him to show his nose at the bowling alley. While waiting, my cousins and I played bowling for 1 game and I continued for another 3 game. When he showed up at 1.00 o'clock, he explains to me that his mother needed him to help her in the kitchen because they are short of staff. I gave him a fierce reminder and hopefully he would not repeat it. My cousin take care of my bowling bag as I brought it to practice earlier on. I booked 2 seats via internet and when i approached the ticketing counter, they gave us second row from the back. I said "wow, is it true?'' I'm shocked because the seats in front of us is fully booked. We enjoyed the show very much. Oh ya, we watched 'The Prince Of Persia: The Sands Of Time'. It is really great. The movie brought us to the early days where war is a common activity to do when they want to release the grudge in their hearts. After the show at 4 p.m, I waited for my aunt to pick me up in front of the cinema. I feel so dissapointed because my parents is angry to me because of my friends does not fulfill their promise to be there at 11 o'clock in the morning. They have to understand that life is not always go side by side with our plans. We have to know that we can only plan the future but God will decide what is going to happen to us in the future. We cannot hire a psychic to tell us the future. We have to accept our friends as they are. If they do wrong, we have to remind them about their behaviour. Everyone is not perfect in this world. Sometimes, people can make mistakes and so do me. Please remind me if i do something wrong. Reflect ourselves with the things that we've just did and if it is wrong, make it correct and if you want, find someone that you wish to talk to who you think you can trust them with your secrets. Don't ever hold it in your heart and make a grudge out of it. It's not good because it can change your personalities, behaviour and a sudden change in your social activities. People will know you have a problem just by glancing your facial expressions. The solution is express it just like i told you earlier or if you couldn't find someone, write it in your very very personal diary. Remember, your spirit, your heart, your soul and your facial expression and gestures speaks a thousand words out of yourselves which people can judge about you and who you are. Thanks...